❦↶Thoughts and feelings ↷❦⋮
I'm eating junk food and writing down my stupid thoughts like it's my notes app.
Vegan Magnum, lightly salted tortilla chips, those drumstick squishy sweets.
(Found this from ages ago in my drafts on here, still rings tru.) ⤵
Nothing seems important but real-life connection. Connecting and healing and living and feeling life. I love life and right now all I can do is experience it, I struggle to translate this life into art forms currently. ❦
*Why do I need to translate it? Because that's what I've always done, I've always used creativity to show how I experience life.
↑Wed 5th June 2024↓ Getting things out. Random think.
I'm an ill homemaker, gardener and aspiring florist apparently atm. I want to learn how to flower arrange, upholster, mend my own clothes, make curtains for my living room.
I don't really talk about being ill much at the moment, I still dislike the way lots of people react; when they ask, I usually receive their own fears towards illness back, telling me how awful it must be to be me, thinking I share these same views (I don't.)
I know people are petrified of their own mortality. I understand it's to be expected.
I have been through a lot of things
Most people's morals and political views are in theory not based on experience. Thats fine of course but something still feels off and uncomfortable about this sometimes. (Strictly thinking about middle-class lefties)
I think we should all be uncomfortable more and try to understand why we feel uncomfortable. In general but also (When we're having convos about illness, disability, death, life)
