VIDEO: Vinted Likes

 
VINTED

Going through vinted likes and just saying "this is amazing" over and over.

Enjoy xx

REAL TALK: dyslexia & updates

Writing/thinking locking in at 11pm on a Wednesday.

Sometimes I struggle with the fact I’m not as academic as my peers. I’m super dyslexic and told myself I couldn’t read well for years, so I just didn’t…I have a ton of shame around all of this.

I feel ashamed I don’t understand complex sentence structure, don’t know the big words & find myself reading pages of books over and over because information hardly sticks. 

Don't get me wrong, I don't think this makes you a better person; I'm the first to say that things shouldn't be over complicated and information should be accessible for all. I didn't find out I was dyslexic until I was 20, in my second year of uni. Part of me feels neglected that it took so long and that I never got to develop learning in the way my brain works. Sometimes I feel like a bit of potential has been taken away because I found out so late.

It seems stupid but I just always told myself that writing wasn't "my thing" so I never actually tried. 

All of this has come up because I was doing some writing this evening and I put it into chatgpt to check some of the grammar (NOT something I do usually, and definitely not what I do with my blog posts lol, I do not edit any of this). Then I thought...humm..what would this piece of writing be like if it were written at a higher level of education. Well....fuck me I guess, I should not have done that, its soooooo weird but I also wish I had it when I was at uni lol.

I need to not shame myself though I guess, I've grown to like how I write now, yeah it might be basic but I like that my tone of voice gets across:)

Some other things:

I haven't done a blog post in ages and it feels good to be back here again. 

I've just had my Invisalign braces put on and my mouth is ******* right now. 

I've been going to crip craft club online for the past month or so and I'm loving it, I don't tend to do a traditional craft but I try to do something.

My room is almost fully decorated; it just needs to be tidied. 

I'm on my 3rd week of The Artist Way, it's going ok, I'm adapting it for my energy levels. I'm enjoying the tasks.

Charity shop trail video. Plus random things I've found

 

Charity shopping video

I've been toying with the idea of making some videos for fun, kind of vlog style. So this is my first (very) rough attempt. I just wanted to complete the idea even if I didn’t think the video was very good. I am notoriously bad for having millions of ideas I never complete. I stupidly filmed myself in portrait when showing what I got and couldn't be bothered to re-do it so I just made it work for this experiment.  I didn't want to upload it to YouTube but it wouldn't upload here because the file was too big boooo. Here you go ⇣↴↓

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Other random stuff from the past few months, most of which I didn't buy...

Thanks:)

OH MY DOG: Eastenders, eBay and other things

 

OH OH OH OH OH MY: GOD, DOG, EBAY,

❥ SKIP this first part IF YOU DO NOT WANT DOG PICS

These are some of my FAVE PICS SO FAR: Archie Marshall (he's adopted and was called Archie, I did not name him after King Krule) ENJOI

Eastenders set or my Ebay watch list?

I have the same taste as Bianca from Eastenders xx

YES, I watched an episode of Eastenders on TikTok at 3 a.m. the other night. It's not a common occurrence, but I’ve been going through lots of stress at the moment.

While watching these clips I started to realise….oh…..I love that clock I have many saved like that on eBay…..oh….I have been looking for a lamp like that for ages….and recently just preached the final boss version of it….. Not sure what this means for me and my taste level but I am not ashamed.

Ebay watch List:

Other items on my watch list....

Random XD

Dress by @77shhu8

BEST dark chocolate sorbet at Pho

Apple in Uber

I'm going to be uploading another blog post asap :) 

xox

Thoughts and feelings. Experiencing illness. Pics

 ❦↶Thoughts and feelings ↷❦⋮

I'm eating junk food and writing down my stupid thoughts like it's my notes app.

Vegan Magnum, lightly salted tortilla chips, those drumstick squishy sweets.

(Found this from ages ago in my drafts on here, still rings tru.) ⤵

Nothing seems important but real-life connection. Connecting and healing and living and feeling life. I love life and right now all I can do is experience it, I struggle to translate this life into art forms currently. ❦

*Why do I need to translate it? Because that's what I've always done, I've always used creativity to show how I experience life.

 ↑Wed 5th June 2024↓  Getting things out. Random think. 

I'm an ill homemaker, gardener and aspiring florist apparently atm. I want to learn how to flower arrange, upholster, mend my own clothes, make curtains for my living room.

I don't really talk about being ill much at the moment, I still dislike the way lots of people react; when they ask, I usually receive their own fears towards illness back, telling me how awful it must be to be me, thinking I share these same views (I don't.) 

I know people are petrified of their own mortality. I understand it's to be expected.

I have been through a lot of things

Most people's morals and political views are in theory not based on experience. Thats fine of course but something still feels off and uncomfortable about this sometimes. (Strictly thinking about middle-class lefties)

I think we should all be uncomfortable more and try to understand why we feel uncomfortable. In general but also (When we're having convos about illness, disability, death, life)

This is all pre-period ramblings time to stfu. 🝮